Sitting front of my laptop and spending days. I think I hate that. I want to go out but I have no reason. To think, if you sit back and just do nothing for few days, you'll be lazy and have no motivation to do anything. It has proven by because I became lazier since the vacation started. I have to do my course work and I have an idea but I have no interest to do that. Maybe eve of the day I might do it. I don't want it, however, there is no help.
All I am doing now is like update some posts in Love page on Facebook which I don't actually like. The reason is people like to criticize, they don't know it for sure but still do it. What the f*** happened to them? Can't they just agree the terms and say thank you? I don't like those who don't know anything but like to criticize what people did. Anyway, I play video games, which, I believe, I am pretty good. I do want to discard it because it consumes my most of the day. I can't still encourage myself, moreover, dedicate myself to one thing.
Even if I have a crush on someone, I just do nothing but buy presents and chat. That is sucks. Maybe I have to change my appearance I mean losing weight or changing my style or act like an adult. I don't know for sure. But I am losing some weight. Therefore, the result will show me good side, I hope.
Finally, I think it's time to change myself. I always think about that but I never really tried or sth, I think, because of my laziness. I know, I can do anything, I believe in myself. I will win the laziness and celebrate my victory with something I really want.
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