He was a good guy

Things are going smoothly lately. I've found a place to live and leaving in 11 days which is fantastic. I know that I didn't really tried my hardest last 3 months but I've tried. Working is not easy especially when its down to hard construction work. Well, its over and became valuable experience as well as memories. I will try not to do it again, though, because it's not a thing everybody wants to do, at least myself.

Having a some kind of stupid thing going on with my friend. He was a careless guy. But since he came to states, he changed a lot. I don't know what influenced him that much but as I remember I've never seen him throwing away food. He never complained whether if it's salty, tasty or anything except the food is too little. Now, he's in different league. He threw away salty dinner which I made twice, but I ate it anyway because my mother taught me so. He doesn't eat food that have been 1 night. He even can't even say things straightly. Honestly, he doesn't respect me that much. But whatever, people change, but they shouldn't forget who they were. It's only 11 days so I don't really care. He's now unknown guy.

I can't say these to him because he has to realize it on his own. Not that I am afraid of it, it's just people tend take it critically when it comes to truth and, partly, he doesn't like to accept guilty. Well, I don't need that kind of friend, especially when they called best friend. What he likes to do is to do everything, like literally, for his girlfriend. I know what you're thinking "Oh, how sweet, he's not that bad guy but you suck." 

Well, I tell you one incident. Earlier this summer, when I arrived here, he and his gf's family and I went to someplace. During, that time, every time her parents asked her a question he jumped into front and answered instead of her. His girlfriend didn't had to tire her jaw muscle, which is extraordinarily sweet of him.

Well, I don't want to ill mouth about him. It's me who is sensible, I guess. Maybe, he's just love her that much and he started not to like bad foods and he became better than me so treating me like a hobo. I don't mind that. But I don't need a friend like that. I need a friend who takes me equally since I take them equally. At last, people come and leave in one life, therefore, why should I worry about that.

It is one of those days that people feel like everything is going wrong and hope for the best when it is the right time. My everyday work has stopped at least that's what they have told me. I suspect that they are working but not calling me because there are much little work left and they are doing it themselves which is unfair because I have a life like them too. But when it is about money, people tend to make selfish decisions depending on the situation. When I realized that I called another guy who used to gave me works to do. I offered me two days job, which I accepted gratefully since I there are only two weeks to left to leave this town.
I haven't found a place to live during the Autumn. But I have told my friends to find me one, because I couldn't find one through the internet even using Craigslist which is disappointing when something really needs can't be done. I guess, for now I am hoping for the best and preparing for the worst.
I have started to read "Perks of being Wallflower." I am very much into it so far. I might do the review when I'm done.

Roommate

Shit, I wanna throw my mouse and break everything. I just can't resist this. I can't find any place to stay in 17 days. I hope, I will find somewhere to stay. I can't just read books and do nothing, I did all I could now it's just I have to wait. I am on an edge right now. This is embarrassing.

Well, sometime later I would think it was such a trivial thing, but, god, this is not funny.