Summer

Fargo is killing me. When summer starts here, it drives me crazy. All familiar smells, stars, roads, grass remind me of my hometown. Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain's soundtracks are too sentimental to listen yet can not be stopped. Entire solitude of void in the chest filled up with sadness drop by drop. What if I can't get out of this sadness? One day sadness seems eternal. Never thought I would get attached with my friends here. Just kind of sad that I would never meet the people I met here again. I guess, it's just life. We say hello to somebody then say farewell someday. A person come to this planet with nothing and leaves with nothing but precious memories that would play in mind like record over and over again yet never be boring. 4 days to leave. I have come here with nothing now I am leaving with happy memories and knowledge.