When there is nothing to do, I tend to think a lot. I can't stop thinking about her. Right now, I want to call her to apologize and start to talk like we used to, but I can't. What should I do? do I just stay like this forever? If we love someone are supposed to we just stick to them till the end? I don't know, I have no clue. I am in misery. Why does it have to be like this? Why did I fail again? Why me? Why? Can I call her? Oh my...