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Today was really nice day.

Very very nice day. Tasty dinner, good film etc. But at the end of the day, I am here, front of my desk, did nothing, doing nothing, feeling down. What is the matter? What is wrong with me? What's going on? Why am I not happy?

I think god does not exist, and life is not fair. I believed in them... I got shot down too many times and why am I not succeeding?